the devil is here to corrupt ur blog again!
changed the blogskin for u
will look a bit odd yeah?
but this the best i can do
if u're not satisfied, do tell me abt it
i'll make changes to it
yeah~ rock on! =D

green beret, all the way....

haha... john's paikia face.... lolx..

brudders forever... haha... act garang...

haha... look at cindy's blur and semi-satisfied face.... lolx...

joycee and me!!

katat in no. 1... tmd....

me and huang peng... lolx... whose camo nicer???

me, weixiang, julius and huang peng... haha... and 2 extra ; kelvin and azmi behind....

in the central part of singapore...
theres a place where i belong to...
where i train to be a cadet..
in ang mo kio...

i know i know...
u have to go...
so hurry back home...
coz i love u so...



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... staying overnite in sch tml... sec 1 orientation... lolx... and oso halp my gd buddy hakkim do saikang... haha... my hobby is to do saikang... lolx... crazy me... hmm... cca orintation shuper duper cock up... everything dun have... not even the modular tent... if this year intake super low we noe who to blame... neh, the high rank one in our sch lohx.... na bei... aiyahx... dun sae lerx... cca orientation sucks.... hmm... kk... go pack my bag for tml lerx... nitex all..

.messy.rush.disrespected.cockup.tekan.sway.unlucky.badpatch.dissapointed.
.shattereddreams.allgone.nomore.number4.camoucream.lastchance.
.misunderstood.badmood.quarrels.disagreements.unity-less.
.conflict.trouble.broke.indebt.buzy.sorry.

welcome to year 2005, another step towards the end of time....

lolx... todae de repeat telecast of xin shou xiang lian... heard taufik sing an jing:::
WAH LAN EHX... SIBEI NICE MANX...
kk... dats normal, its the voice so i shldnt over react... lolx...
and i thot moses realli gonna jump manx... xia dao... haha...

sch reopening in 1 days time... shld be happie or sad nehx???
hmm... mux bring groundsheet, whole dae camp outside classroom..
lmao... kk... used up all my crappy juices lerx... nitex all... happi new year...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

nahbei... play human stack until cadet go hospital (breathing difficulties)... aiyahx... sibei long story... ambulance is actually realli unecessary... thanks to bossy tabletennis coach...

many thanks to REDXY for ur help in this matter... lolx... i salute the redcross... they are definately indispensible...

so aniwae the cadet went to hospital, spend 10 mins checking den jiu can go home lerx... stupid... wasting civil defence resources... and $65 for A&E... haha...

kk... dun want go into animore details... the thought of the aftermath itself is scary... wat to tell wahkiat manx... and all the crap that is gonna be implicated... kaoz....

so aniwae after lunch go his house visit him... den he is like perfectly fine lohx.. can go do unarmed again... haha.. den summore we bought damn lotsa snacks for him... whole bagfull... nahbei... eat until next christmas also cannot finish manx...

visit lerx jiu go ut wif my mum... paragon... and my mama bought pink bag with matching slippers... OMG... but not THAT pink lahx... dunno how to sae... dun look odd jiu dui lerx...

hmm... so cock... prepare for defaulters parade when sch reopen... kaoz... kk... go tok to my dear lerx.... ciao...

Earn what you deserve, deserve what u earn
L.Chee, 2004 AD


warning: boring lecture ahead... dun listen if u dun wanna fall asleep at ur comp

earning what u deserve simply means getting what u want thru sheer efforts. it also means that one should do his best to achieve what he thinks he deserves. the above are 2 easily achievable actions. however it is to deserve what u earn that is the harder task. deserving what u earn means to be consistently capable of what u have achieve, or what others expect of you. take respect for example. it is easy to earn respect, but its is difficult to maintain the fact that u are deserving of the respect that others have for you. the same goes for a simple certificate. it is easy to earn a certificate, but its difficult to maintain ur standards such that u are deserving of the certificate you hold. people question whether u have earned ur achievments, but more often than not people forget to question themself whether they are still worthy of their achievments. in the case of higher ranking officers who flaunt their authoity without using it appropriately; they might have earned their rank, but they surely do not deserve their rank.

ok... after so much crap, i hope u are slightly enlightened... if u are not, jux treat it as crap... to all my NCC buddies out there... do keep this in mind the next time u wear ur badges and of coz, ur all-so-important rank...

whohoo... sian christmas is over... hmm... melinda hospitalised for food poisoning... haha... all the oyster fault... lolx... kk... later going out shopping... damn sian, coz is go wif my mama... hhaa... den she will buy bag and shoe again... standard derx... eveytime go out, bu shi buy bag, jiu shi buy shoe... wah lan ehx... buay ta han... haha.. and my stupid comp keep giving me probs... argh... stewpid lahx... now cant play my half life 2 properly... haha... kk... i go try to reinstall lerx... ciao...

wohoo.. back... camp rox... chalet was sian... hmm... cant adapt to the jokes manx... not farnie... still camp is da best... 2IC, upperstudies, S1, S4, RSM, all rawks... PCs... ahem... dunno wat to sae... eheheh... so aniwae... slept like shiet in the afternoon... lolx... gonna go back to my halflife 2 tml... muahaha...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

yo yo yo
i'm here to invade again
dear's currently in camp now
he wun noe wad i've done to his blog this past few days
i gonna change his blogskin to pink in colour!!!!!
heheheh
i'll definitely do it...
(provided i have the time!!)
heheheh

missing you now dear
takaree of urself
love u loads...

hmm... tml going for camp lerx... wun be blogging for next few days... kk... buzy now... bye guys... happie holidays....

earn what u deserve, deserve what u earn

yoz everybody!!!
joycee is right here
invading and corroding ur blogiee!!
ur old skin had been destroyed by me
haha
dunno whether issit nice anot
looks a bit cramp
but nvm rite?
u'll still like it rite?
heheheh
i jus knew it!
bleahs
wanted to make it more girlish at first
but scared you'll scold me
so i came out with dis
wahahas
hope u dun mind
took a long time to decide on it
mus thank me kz?
hehe



i'm signing off.......
takare........
buabuaix........

hmm... so long neh blog liaox... came back from CT chalet on thurs nite... den fri go training... so been ccpied... haha... the chalet damn cock... got 3/5 ppl around jiu shi litad... haha... and CT's flying soon... go UK... hehe... have 'fun' there.....

CALC in 2daes... woot... its finally here... but den horx... some air CLT had to make changes jux 3 days b4 camp..... arghh... fucked up... but nvm... wif me around, no cock ups... hehe...

hm... so long nv see dearx... miss ya... dun think i will be seeing u till u get back from malaysia... hmm... hao xiang ni....

wahx... stupid norx... my pap go and do recovery on the comp..eans evrything gone... means eveything muz rednload... cock nahx... kk... tonite got time den blog... hmm...

happie 5 mths dearx... lurve ya...

hmm... haven been updating... ever since i started playing


HALF LIFE 2!!!!

muahaha... lurve that game sia... sibei stylo... gonna be addicted liaox... hehe... CALC in 10 more days... haha... suddenly thot of so many things not done... hmm... jialat sia... but everything will be fine de lahx... wif me as OIC... oops... haha... later whole camp cock up i sia sway... hmm... dear fell down at camp... den got blisters to... take care horx... hmm... chalet week next week... cant wait... but gonna miss my momma... lolx... hmm.. kk... go play my halflife2 liaox... feeweet...

"Same Old Brand New You"


I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way
Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
You said you'd change
But I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see
It's seems so strange
That sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real
And yet turn out to be a fantasy
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Because of you, I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (Ben - I've been a fool)
A fool for you (Ben - A fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promisesSame old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new wayIs it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone(Instrumental break)
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're still the same old brand new you
Another night, another day
What I can say
You break your promises in two
What can I doAnother night, another day
What I can say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
You're still the same old brand new you

ehx... tell u ppl a secret...:


I PASS OUT LERXXX!!!
feeweet... my chiochio SSG rank and my chiochio red/white lanyard... muahaha... xue james bond; my name is lester, staff lester

haha... sbxl.... cant stand myself... wahx... jing shun win award sia... platoon best... now ony left yan hao... chao extra... haha... kk... after my POP suppose to go buy my new phone... budden realise that if i wait one more mth, the price will be $100 cheaper.... so wait norx... haha....

kk... aiming for supernumery... heheh....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all


____never be replaced____

okok... SSC day 2... finish all our mutual lerx... den after lunch was like 3 -4 hours if lecture... wahx... slp till damn shiok with no one to kan us... muhaah.... kk.. den there is this maam wif this alwaes like wanna cry face... bth sia... ACJC derx... kaox.... den her partner is totaly look like cui shan... haha... kk... all suffering over lerx... jux slack tml in the morning and POP in afternoon...!!! wheee.... tml jiu got lanyard lerx.... hehe... den todae our slogan was abt sia lan nahx... but who cares.... i lurve sierra company

left, left, left right, Metal spoon(our 'cool' group name)
left right lanyard
left right 1 more day......

yeahx!!! SSC got lanyard... muahaha.... tml gonna do my mutual... todae was still ok... do drill til like BWG... turn dark lerx... end of 3 days dunno wat happen to me... haha... kk... me and my smelly uniform.. nth much to sae... looking forward to POP on sat... muahahaha.... go 'practice' my mutual lerx... buaix

every move u make, every breathe u take, i'll be watching u....
miss ya dear...

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced



notti joycee signing off..............

hmm... paiseh... like soooooo long no ntry lerx... hmm... kk... recent happening events:
i fracture my thumb (i think)....
many cuts all over my hands and legs...
SSC counting down left ONE day and i still like heck care......
Camp proposal and everything finally finished.....
and i am buying new phone todae!!!! (shld be)
hahaha... 6670 horx.... dun playplay... hmm...
but next 3 days cant use, dun wanna bring to SSC and let the CLTs confisicate...
kk... going sch soon... will try to update everynite k??? haha... cya

band rawks...

dear rawks more....

heheheh

here i cum and dao luan again

lolx

bOoo0ooooo

wad a pathetic blog

no entries

no nothing

so i'm here to help u add colours!!!


joycee corroding ur blogie.................

intruder!!!

Intruder!!!

where??

who??

Oo0Ooo0o..

issit me?


ssHoo0Ooo so0rry...... i jus can't help it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lurve ya......

intruder alert!! haha...

kk... been sian recently... got hooked on CS, again.... so lag sia me... hahaa... but broke lerx, no $$ to play... hmm... weathers been bad... hope it improves soon... lolx...

hmm... gonna buy halflife 2... muahahahaha.... like so rawks lohx... 69.90... dotx
save money!!!

if i'm in hell and you in heaven

i'll always look up and be proud of you

but if i were in heaven and you in hell

i'll ask god to send me down

because heaven wouldn't be heaven without youuUu


joycee ish invading againnn.... ]]*

lalalaa...

ur blog ish deadd
joycee is here to invadeeeee

wahahax
joycee in lurve wif ya ]]*

hmm... todae went for shooting comp. haha... not bad nahx... snap target shot 11 out of 12.... wahx... my uniform reek of gunpowder manx... haha... kk.... after dat chiong back to sch for CALC thingy again, went to recce pierce reservoir... walk till leg pain nahx

hmm... soo sian... miss dear... haiz... sorry for having to shi yue again todae... dui bu qi....

dats about all todae lahx... whole dae is ncc... hmm... betta dun tok too much lerx, if not lim gonna complain in my tagboard again... haha...






cleaning rifle sux

sorry for not entry-ing yesterday... hmm... can u think of a better word??? hmm... okok... yesterdae went to watch forgotten.... dear think its stupid, put i think quite interesting... hhaha... dunno lahx... sat front row... neck pain sia... nv gonna soit front row again... lolx... after dat was so eventfull... long story... but nevermind...

hmm... beenm buzy wif CALC... so looking forward to it.... hmm... life rawks....

ssc coming, but i haven practise my mutuals yet... die ahx... muz start soon... hmm... chill for the holidays, everyone...

ok... so i finally understand stress... kaoz... kk... so dis was what happen todae...:

1.30: fall in, do drills, uniform inspection... blahx... so long nv fall in in platoon liaox... felt weird... but the feeling of being trained is back... so did 50(push ups) co like we were slack... nvm... only the beginnin...

2.40: meeting wif air... bout CALC crapp... den meet till like 4 litad... den took about half hour break...

5.20: suppose to start meeting, but then got buffet, so ate abit... den continue meeting again...

god noex what time: called back to get tekan... total push up done => approx 20++ nia.... total hang time in push up position => 20 mins? maybe more, maybe less... lost my sense if timing lerx.... flutter kick position=> another 15mins??? this is where u lie down and lift ur legs 45 degrees... and im wearing boots... one day u shld go weigh our boots.... next was the nitemare... horsestance position, or mah pu....=> 15 or 20 mins??? but it seemed like a few hours... unbearable pain..... this is where u 'sit' on and imaginary chair... legs bent 90. degrees... hands raised parrallel to floor... kk... den after that had to do this thing where u squat down from standing position, hands beside u, tap ur ankles and stand up... did 60 of this... wth... nv trained so hard b4 manx...

6 plus? close to 7 bahx:walked to mac wif my shivering thigh muscle... literally... after i sat down still shiverin..... carry on meeting at macdonalds... went home at 9... missed idols...

10.30: carry on wif meeting online... whole discussion officially ended at 11 plus...

my buzy dae... OIC bu hao dang... but still gonna do my best for it....
oli's out... wth... nvm... dats not the end of her career...

and im going for OBS!!!


A Shp In Harbour Is Safe, But Thats Not What Ships Were Built For,,,,,

sorry ppl... haven been blogging regularly coz im quite buzy... hmm... tag board's down... wtf... and comblined air land camp (CALC) has been approved 20-22 dec (tentatively)... swee lahx... kk dats all... selamat hari raya... happy depavali...

hmm... todae went out wif her... go shop shop and shop... lolx... and took neos... haha... den met junny and raymond huang at fareast, den met ng jiao at tangs..... hehe... overall ver fun... hehe... *thx for spending time wif me... muacks...

saw the 6670... hmm... still contemplating between 6670 and 7610... dunno lahx... both so nice... aiyahx... buy both lahx... hehe...kk... nokia rawkz...

todae attendance like sheit...everyone pon, alot neh come... den got a few more recess time chao lor, go mac play deck... kaoz... kk... so learnt the electronic components during DNT... haha... the light dependant resistor cock up de... the transistor too... den whole circuit cock up oso... haha... den chi was boring... crap throughout... actually have ting xie wan, but we like beg her to postpone... so in the end postpone to next week lohx... (hehe... nxt fri pon)... lolx... den after sch was TOTALLY sianified... everyone like got CCA lohx... air, BB, GG all got training... RCY buzy planning their camp... den i slack in NCC rm for like 3 hours... wif nothing to do... how sad... so aniwae later vivily ask me come out help dem plan their activities (orienteering)... haha... den xiang dao land shld have camp oso... den go ask daniel xu wanna combine ant... den the air ppl were actually keen noex... so we faster decide the date and everything lerx... waiting fo COs approval nia... hope can have camp... sooooooo looking forward to it... haha... rawk manz... but den litad will cause me to miss twone chalet lehx... howx... die ahx... see how lahx... eveynite after 12 go chalet... haha... den morning 5 come back sch... haha... dunno lahx... too bad, holiday too cramped lerx... haiz... 2 mths not long enuff!!!

todae 4 mths lerx... hee... happy 4 mths...
muacks...

sian dae manz... totally... b4 break was like 4 periods of chem and phy... kaoz... den aft break, 3 period maths... kaoz... killer manx.... hmm... den for eng, mrs chung nv come... dunno is good or bad nahx... haiz... den during eng supposed to write compo... den i tok tok tok tok tok... in the end ony writetitle... =X... lucky still got the lauya mind map to hand in... bleahx... kk... in the evening went to see her home from cindy hse... den litad lohx... walk sibei much todae... haha... keep fit... (but doubt walking realli helps)... kk... mei hua shuo lerx...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hoho... todae was fun... mr.ong requested for the boys to stay back after school... den we were all like spoeculating who gonna kena this time... haha... scarly he come up tell us sumthing that makee us wanna luff... hhaha... so there was this guy, alone, in civilian clothing who came into our school, demandin to arrest 7 guys from class 3/5... sae we involved in gang fight.... haha... den this guy had no identity or official documents to prove his identity.... den keep insisting to come up our class... haha... so after that, he cannot buang his way through aubury, den he ran out of the school and left in a cab... haha... cockster sia... den mr. ong call the mata hotline to check whether got this guy's name in the police database... den they sae dun haf... haha.... farnie sia.... den aniwae, aubury sae he suspect is we tio dai ji outside, den this guy wanna cum find us... haha... but we so guai recently... lolx... so case closed.... buy bit scary lehx. for the guy to be able to noe our class and to noe that we got school todae... haha... neways, after that went out wif her, go shopping, shop for eddie's stewpid belated present... haha... den... end up i bought my jeans first... haha... i lurve shopping... (that sounds so un-male)... lolx... who sae guys cannot lurve shopping... normal ok... haha... den leaving that time saw miss seah at orchard MRT... den litad lohx... after dat jiu go home lerx... haha... kk... dats bout all lerx....

she rocks!!

23 more daes to SSC..

what you do in life, echoes on in eternity....

wooties... todae's amaths wasnt that bad... i would either barely pass or barely fail... i think the latter is more likely... haha... kk... den whole dae bo liaox... go here go dere.... fr sch go TP, after dat come back sch again, take off our lan banner wif my CSM, hang around, teach my ASM how to use excel SMARTLY(he realli shi bai), den go J8, eat all the junk... den came home norx.... arghh.... had moi haircut juz now.... hmm... short hair alot cooler, but think like shit(as usual)... hmm... tml mass-ophir shirt-ting.... gonna XIALAN the 2nd row-less ASM... haha... that botak never go expedition, no 2nd row... maybe only his camp pinnacle lohx... (provided he dun fall off the Charlie 130 or the piper... whichever)..... argh... i wanna go camp pin, i wanna go OBS...

my dae like wasted awae... rotted awae... decomposed awae... slack whole dae so far... slept alot oso... hm... shit nahx... todae nv study my amaths... AT ALL!!!!... confirm die... haiz... maybe pon scdh tml... den bo tai ji liaox.... crapo... kk.... shld go read up abit later... but sadly, my a maths textbk is now sleeping in locker 196 of AMKSS.... grrgrr...

tough times dont last tough men does...

ok... i actually studied for my SSC instead of my amaths re exam... when my SSC is like 26 days awae, and amaths reexam juz 2 daes awae... ironic... i would much rather take a 'how to burn ur amaths textbook in 3 steps' test than to take the reexam manz... sucky... kk... bought teenage... been ages since i bought magazines manz... hmm... dunno... almost forgot i had english homework... dun wanna stand in a chalk-drawn crcle on mon... better go do later, than study for my amaths tml... hmm... means tml cant go run run lerx... die... my belly building up... haven been eating conciously... must watch what i put into my mouth lerx... guys, if u see me eating too much, remind me....

missing yew...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

todae literally laughed moi ass off... got this new chi teacher... (liang yu no more)... muhaha... she oso another one kena bully derx... but she quite fun... den we bluff her until damn jialat... tell her alot of crap... den she taking attendance that time we all switched identity... i became clifford, and clifford became lester... haha... SIBEI farnie... den the teacher believe worx... den tell clifford'chuan bu ming lester de tou hen dao dan'... haha... den after dat cliff very noisy mahx... den the teacher keep saying 'lester, wo yong yuan ji zhu ni de ming zi le', to clifford... haha... laugh my ass off manz... in the end we confess lohx but we had our fun manz... haha... hmm... amaths re-exam on mon... dunno how to study manx... maybe dun study at all??? hmm... dunno lahx... suck manx... why must have wat sai re-exam... haiyox... kk... dats bout all lerx... who want study amths wif me msg me plsplspls....

whassup peeps... kk.. PMs no more... erm... todae like another sian half dae... lessons so suck manx... except english lahx... heheh... mrs chung rawks.... but juz make sure u do her work... haha... tmr having training... scared the attemdance end up like edward's platoon todae sia... haiz... but most prob wun lahx... =x =x... kk... bwg lerx... go watch Sidol..

i hate additional mathematics
i hate additional mathematics re-exam...

what you do in life, echoes on in eternity...

shity day
shity dayS
english rakws
maths sucks
life sucks just as much
bwg
sorry peeps, currently undergoing PMS
bear wif me

yest nv blog, coz my papa kap the comp, den i cannot use... sat nite was breath-taking... den sun had walk-a-jog shit... boring nahx, afterdat go out wif my mei (again) and her fren... keep falling asleep, coz realli damn tired.. nite time went jack's for dinner... kaoz... ex, but delicious... lurve the escargot... lolx... den todae went sch... english banded lerx... IM IN BAND ONE!!!... hmm... gd nahx, but like bit sian lehx... rather be in band 2 lohx, ng sk, boring but productive.... 5 or 4 oso bu chuo, anand and karim respectively... all great teachers... i would be eveready to give up my place in band 1 to go band 5... haiz... i will miss mrs. anand manz.... kk... dats bout all lerx... 'o' level chi is finally over, not that it directly concerns me.... hmm... cant wait to know if im gonna be banded for maths....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity